04 February 2005

I don't know.

Lord, where do you want me to go? I hear you say, “Go.” And I say, “Okay.” But then I have to go and ask, “Where?” And you say, “I will show you.” And I say, “When?” And you say, “Now.” And I say, “I don’t know if I can.” And you, ever faithful, say, “You can’t. But I will show you the way. I will be your guide. I will give you the strength. I will provide for you.” I’m not sure what you mean, Lord, but I want to trust you and follow you whole-heartedly. Be my guide. Be my fortress. Let me not turn back. Give me strength for whatever you have in store for me today and always. I’m scared of the unknown, but I know you, Lord, and I want Your will.

3 comments:

Josh said...

I've been there before, hell, I'm still there. The amazing thing, as you've said, is that He is "ever faithful." May He guide you in whatever you do. God bless.

- Josh

Anonymous said...

Liz, I totally know what you mean. I am so there also. I'm willing, I'm ready, but I haven't a clue where I'm going or what I'm doing. Maybe that's the best place to be, though. No agenda.

Thomas said...

It has been a while for me but I know what you mean. I can completly relate to what you are talking about. Being ready and willing and able to go, but just not knowing where. This post reminds me of how fortunate I am to have a clear path layed out before me. I am pretty (not 100 percent) confident in my calling, and I know that at some point you will be to. It is going to be big liz. God is getting ready to use you in a big way. Why wouldn't he, he has in you a hear that is ready to follow completly after him. I ll be praying for some clarity and vision for you.